Showing posts with label my walk. Show all posts
Showing posts with label my walk. Show all posts

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Pray


for the family of Amy. I feel so bad for her husband, baby boy and family and friends. I know Amy is rejoicing with Jesus but oh the hurt her family must be feeling........ she fought a very courageous battle with cancer, and always had so much faith in the Lord. although I did not know her I have been praying for her and her family for months and I have been reading her blog. wow I don't even know what to say I am so sad for her family.......

Thursday, September 6, 2007

Why is it......


when we think that we have God all figured out, he challenges us deeper in our walk with him. yesterday I had called a lady who wants to get involved mops so I had one spot left so I assign her to a table and call her to let her know she is in. she wasn't there so she called back and I make small talk tell her what MOPS is and all the info she needs to know. she seems very nice, I kept hearing a phone ringing and I say do you work, she said yes in the afternoons for her husband I say oh what does he do, she pauses and hesitates then she tells me anyway I immediately felt guilty for asking but it was a honest question how was I supposed to know who she was. anyway I told her I was so excited she was coming to mops and that I couldn't wait to meet her, I truly meant that. you see we all deserve to come freely to a church, ministry, or gathering with other believers and not feel condemned or judged. I want her to truly fill that, I want her to know no matter what she is going through although can seem like a place where there is no hope there is and there are others wanting to help her and want to know her for her. that is my prayer for this coming MOPS year, that I will be sensitive to the moms in my group and that God will use me to minister to them and love them where they are, that he cares about every detail in our lives and nothing is too big for him!






We have 62 moms coming to our group this year, and I cant wait to meet all of them, many are new and I hope they love it!






Lord God please direct my mouth when I speak to these women on Monday, use me as a vessel for your ministry. although we get together for fun and to get to know one another, allow our new moms to feel a immediate connection to the ladies around them. we are all moms and we struggle with many things sometimes small and sometimes huge, teach us how to love one another for where we are at, not where we have been, or where we will be in the future, but for where we are at this very moment. may these ladies feel your presence when they walk through the doors, and may they feel that when they leave. allow us as leaders to be sensitive to your spirit, to know which moms need a hug, or a pat on the back, or a "you are doing a great job" , allow us not to be cliquey, or too busy we can not sit and chat with a mom who needs it, use us lord....use us for your glory not our own... use us to impact the lives of moms, which will impact there families, communities, churches, friends let us not take too lightly the road you have mapped out for us, but also allow us to come and be real and show that we are not perfect that we fall short everyday that we have to get up wipe ourselves off and start over again all the time. may we glorify and uplift your name always - AMEN!

Saturday, April 28, 2007

Don't worry, Be HAPPY!!!!


Thinking of having my c-section has had me very nervous this pregnancy, now I know I have had 2 before , but this is different. the first one with David was a total surprise, and then when I had the twins I was going to have a vbac but Johnathan would not flip so they went ahead and did a C again, so this time my doctor is not giving me much choice an she wants me to have a c-section. so I have had 34 weeks to think about it (well really more like 29 since I found out I was prego at 5 weeks) and thinking I have done. it doesn't help that since January 2 women have passed away from complications having to do with Cesarean deliveries in this town alone! now I know those are not high numbers figuring there are probably a lot of babies born at the 4 hospitals here in town, but the fact that they post these on the news scares the hebee jeebies out of me. so tonight while John was gone and the kids were watching a movie I was in my room spending some time with the Lord, and I was asking him no I was begging him to keep me safe and the baby safe. and I just prayed "let me turn my bible open to something that speaks to me." so I flip open the big leather bound book and the first thing I see is:

Romans 15: 13

May the God of hope fill you all with joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit


Yeah, so I turned the page again


Jeremiah 29:11-13


11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 12 Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. 13 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.


and then one last flip

Ephesians 3:20


20Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us


......so I must hold on to that, now i know I should not be afraid but I was and God is always faithful to hold us when are scared. what are you afraid of today???? give it over to God!

Blessings,

~Raquel~