Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Johnathan's first day

see this picture? there should be a little boy in the middle walking to his first day of kindergarten

wearing a backpack that he chose for the first day of school

sitting at his desk smiling at his teacher.....
sometimes it really hits me that Matthew should be here. i know that God has a bigger plan and that all things work together for good but sometimes it still hurts so bad i cant breath. sometimes it seems so unfair i cant stand it. seems so real i don't want to believe it. but it is what it is and we will make it through just like every other milestone......
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  1. Raquel, I am sorry that you lost Matthew and that these times are hard. I can't imagine what it would be like to lose a child. I am praying that while you will still be sad at these times that you will feel Gods presence through them!